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I hate this whole livejournal thing because people ask me to update al the time and when I do no one can spend like 2 mins writting me back so whatever fuck this whole thing betcha I could tell everyone I'm pregnant and their get thier attention that way or I betcha in a week I'll come back and still no one will comment but that cool because I really am pregnant.!!!!!!!!!!!I'm feelin kinda:  cranky My tunes: nelly |
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Apr. 24th, 2005 @ 05:07 pm
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Well brent came over today when no one was home and .... We had fun I love that kid so much . I hope we are together for a long time but anyway I think I'm goin to go eat dinner so when ever I stop writting in here .... if anyone notices please don't talk to me and ask me to update because i have been lately and no one reads this shit so yeaH!I'm feelin kinda:  crushed My tunes: mARIAH cAREY |
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I love my right now... It's great as of today lol. I have a boyfriend who is willing to put up with me being grounded and not being able to talk to me , when he used to be able to talk to me alll day long and then hang out with me very day!.... It's hard i have to admit but it'll all be over in a couple days and me and him are both dealing pretty well.
Lets see today was a pretty good day i woke up early then i got to do my hair and makeup and dress up!!!! I had such a great day other than the fact that today was 4:20 and my b'f smokes and he has court TOMORROW!!!! AHHHHHHH... oh well i hope hes smarter than that ! I can only pray!
But anywayz... God I like this whole grounded thing i can sit on the computer and update EVERYDAY !!! whoo hoo!!! and then the ppl who beg me to update don't even read it lol oh well I get to express my self.
welp g2g <3 brit
Brent & Brittany
***02-01-05- ????***
Next sunday will be 3 monthsI'm feelin kinda:  I dont; know My tunes: ass like that -eminem |
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Apr. 19th, 2005 @ 04:15 pm
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Well for those of you who don't know I had a panic attack to day all because of BRENT... So anyways my parnets want me to take a brake from him for a week and I told him I was sorry and he was like IT"S OKAY BABY I LOVE YOU AND I WOULD WAIT FOR YOU FOREVER and i was like awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
anyways this is the poem I wrote today after I had this attack.
*** Breathing...... still breathing...***
My phone dropped to the ground, your messages I found, My eyes filled with tears and here come back all of my fears of being alone and no one to love. Breathing hard, all out of breath how could this horriable pain become? My heart beating fast, taking breaths like they were my last sense of you and me flashing in my mind. Hands shaking to a beat that was unstoppable by me, you are my cure your the one I love for sure. Face starting to sweat my hands and feet went numb thinking to myself why the bullshit it's so dumb?! Trying to walk to safty as I start to get weak BREATHING....STILL BREATHING.... as I drop to my feet. My memory went blank don't remember a damned thing , waking up to someone yelling in my face " Brittany , BREATH, take deep breaths and breathe." My lips were numb my words were slurred my body was shaking and my vision was blurred. trying to breath with all my strength, feeling so useless and ready to faint. Calming down at last , my heart felt like it had popped
But .... BREATHING, STILL BREATHING.... the attack has s t o p p e d!! I'm feelin kinda:  creative My tunes: none... my heartbeat |
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I love Brent Dobbs with all my heart and I would do anything do stay with him for the rest of life. I never felt this way in my whole life and I would do anything to keep in my world. He is the grestest person in the whole universe and I don't know what I would do without you and I'm so happy that he is my life. He has been there for me almost as much as my two best friends ash and joi have been and that alot damn it.!!! I Experianced last night something that i never wnat to experience ever agin ... not for a million dollars. He broke up with me because michelle doyal told him that i told her that I fucked tim vannatta like a week ago and that NOT true and I would have done anything in the whole world to prove it. But were back together gain and that I could ask for and thats all I did ask for. There are some crazy things that could happen if you take things for granted and that one thing I will never do again. You can't even take your next breath for granted how in the hell can you take a relationship and think that it's gonna last forever for granted??? Yeah you can think it may last forever but don't ever think you KNOW it's gonna lst that long cause trust me last night it ended in a half of a heartbeat BAM ............ JUST LIKE THAT It's all good now lots of things that were said were taken back or atleats I know they weren't ment.I never prayed to god before about something like that and I hope I never have to because hopefully that NEVER happens to me EVER again. I'm so lucky yo have him . A boyfriend who puts up with so much day on end and never complains. I oculdn't do that So I gove him props for that ! I love you baby and I never wnat to let you go . Your my world and I hope you knwo that ! NO ONE COULD EVER TAKE YOUR PLACE.
BRITTANY AND BRENT TOGETHER UNTILL..... YOU NEVER CAN TELL
*02-01-05/????*I'm feelin kinda:  thankful My tunes: MY GETAWAY |
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Hey hey hey ... I'm updating this for ashley pronovost... Nuthing new is going on I'm inlove with brent dobbs and I love him with all my heart . I love my girls ash and joi and there the best and ..... and uhhhh I duno my nail broke today and it hurts so bad okay i g2g there ash !
<3 BRITTANY!
Type your name with your:
nose: GH4586565QH67
elbow: BRIYYSMY
tongue: BRITTANY
chin: B RTI8UTTGAZB NY6T
feet: NB56TROIKJ7TYUYASZHYGHT
eyes closed and one finger: BRURRANY
back of your hand: BRITAMNY
palm: BRTIUYTASZNHY
wrist: BROIYYTSM UY
CREDIT GOES TO BRIDGETTE SENEZ!!!
Apr. 7th, 2005 @ 05:53 pm
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well... I love Brent Dobbs...:) April Fools will be 2 moinths!!!!!!!! I'm so excitted:)
Ashley joi and Brittany BBFE
Mar. 31st, 2005 @ 03:46 pm
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Alrighty then well spring break is gonna be so much fun i can't wait.... I was supose to have my lincense b4 spring break but iduno :( anyways well I have aboyfriend and out 2 month mark is on april fools day and i'm scared b/c i'll forget it's april fool and if he pulls a prank on me i'll take it seriously.... not a good thing.... anyhow I really love my livejournal but i'm thinknin about changing it b/c i'm not into the whole black and white thing anymore :( It was just a mood i was goin through but i'm over that now and i've moved on so if anyone has somegood ideas let me know :):)
Mar. 19th, 2005 @ 04:35 pm
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wow it's been along time since i even thgouth about comin here to talk. A lot has gone on since Jan 9th. Nothing really importnat though just a bunch of bullshit that i don't care about i mean if someone hates me that much they shuldn't spend there time talkin shit about m right??? yeah it sounds so easy but i know you have to hurt when someone IMs you this ""OC KrAcKa 72: theres so many bad rumors bout u i feel bad"" It kinda puts you in the whole even thoguh you know you should just brush it off. But i have this old thing where if i'm having a bad day i just walk outside and look up to the sjy and tell myself.." Everything is gonna be okay ... Today will be a GREAT day" It's what my Granny said to me when she was having a bad day but she doens't have to worry about that anymore b/c she is in heaven :( anyway i had to give her props real wuick b/c she was my favorite person in the whole entire world.... OKay well school is going good now and i think i finally hav things figured out no more skipping and do my freakin homeowrk and everything would be aalot easier!!!!! I know that for a fact exspecially since my dad came to check me out and i wans't in my class and then Mrs. Post pulled up my attendance and showed all the times I've skipped which dodn't go over to well with papa or mama but i explained to them it's hard to go to school everyday lol hahahaha anyway i have to go so i can go sit in my room and think about my day !! love everyone lots even though i have more ppl who hate me with all their guts!<3 britt
Feb. 17th, 2005 @ 06:44 pm
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I hate hoes almost as much as cotholic people do lol anyway i hung out with greg devane and bily lighthouse and threir friend andrew friday night it was lotz of fun we drove out to mike clarks house and danny was there and we all got in his car and drove around the car was packed but anyway i didn't do nothing on saturday exceppt win 2nd place against all the schools in volusia county for weightlifting !!!!!!!!!!! hahahha don't mess with me bitch !god hahaha anyway ...ummmm i don't have much to say other thn i kinda like this one kid chad hes really cooll and he has a mitiubischi (can't spell) 300gt it's red and it has 2 gray stripes own the top ahhhhhhh it's great BUT I DUNO... I'm still thinkin bu anyway i think i'm gonna go i have a bag of bar-b-q fritos infront of me and i can't eat and type at the same time so ..... much love britt <3
Jan. 9th, 2005 @ 09:01 am
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Wow everyting feels brand new !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love it. I'm so happy the bew semester is gonna start and i can make good grades this time :) and i feel like i can start all over and become a better person ! I don't think i have a new years resolution ths year though i mean atleast not a set one. I duno i'll have to think about it. But i'm really hungary cause i drank to much last night and now i'm starving so i'll write later
<3
Jan. 1st, 2005 @ 09:01 am
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God This is my favorite one!!
The first time it happened,
I knew it was great.
But something inside
turned beautiful love into hate.
After being hurt,
too many a time,
I started realizing,
my heart wasn't his. my heart was mine.
I let go of the
greatest thing I ever knew.
without knowing why,
not even a clue.
But the more I think of it,
I realize now.
I had to be my own person,
I no longer knew how.
I'd became a part of him,
became a part of his soul.
All things come to an end,
even love has a toll.
But I swore that I would
never do that again.
My mind told me no,
but my heart had to win.
My first love caused
too much pain to bear.
So why am I in love again??
Life is never fair.
You've changed me for the better,
you've opened me up.
Taken me out of my shell,
with your sweet gentle touch.
But this love too,
I know it will end.
But I know enough now
to make sure you're my friend.
See love of the heart,
is a very confusing thing.
it can't be represented
by a bracelet or ring.
But a friend's love is
something that will never change,
no matter how high it goes,
or how far the range.
So all I know is to
warn you of this,
nothing is as painful
as a lover's dead kiss.
Dec. 31st, 2004 @ 10:29 am
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Well today is one of those days where you have laot to say bt youdon't know how to say nay of it to where it makes any sense at all... Theres a lot goin on but i don't how to put any of it so i think i'm gonna change this live journal from being where i pour my heart out to where i tell everyone what i did and my plans for the next day or two ... so hey whats up well i had a three muskahos day today me joia nd ash went to the mall and we had alot of fun... lol " how do you like it" girls that was great ! i'll never forget it
OMG IT WAS SO FUNNY TODAY I TRIED GOIN UP ON THE DOWN ESCOLATOR AND IT DEFFANTLY DIDN'T WORK LOL OMG I TOOK A HUGE JUMP TO GET UP IT AND THEN I TRIPPED AND LIKE BUSTED MY ASS ON THE ESCOLATOR LOL OH GOD LOL I'LL NEVER FORGET THAT ! anyway we went to the mall and had lots of fun and were goin tomorrow to that will extra fun because were all broke now so we can just chill walkin round checkin out he guys ...? not !!! there are no hot guys wondering arund the mall anymore and i don't need a guy right now damnit :) j/k but anyways i'll update prolly not tomorrow but the next day !
Dec. 29th, 2004 @ 10:32 pm
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I don't think I like that term anymore!!! Your either lovers or friends you can't be both ... I learned that today ! You either love the person or your their friend you can love then as a friend but not like a lover!!! I duno I guess i have a lot of person isssues i still have to work out with some people and thats gonna tae some time to do so... while I do that i'lll write when I figure something out!
<3 lil bb :(
Dec. 28th, 2004 @ 07:02 pm
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Yes I've made lots of changes to my livejournal but I think it's much better and descibes me more as a person... living day to day in black and white and gray shaded areas where I'm confused... everyday I have somehting to think about, wishing it was easier but it's not and it never will be. nevere knowing whats gonna happen, living my life on the edge with my emotions having to be so deep, to get throught to people ...and end up opening up to much to where I get hurt... i duno it's just me
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I duno I have this new lil guy friend named Nick and hes the best i don't know what I'de do with out having him there to talk to everyday hes my holder to al my thoughts and emotions... I love that kid... he taught me how to be deep
Dec. 26th, 2004 @ 09:45 am
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God last night was crazy i seen someone i haven't seen since like the 8th grade he stopped by last night and then somethign happened with this one kid to where his girlfriend got mad ands she said she wanted to beat my ass blah blah blah anyways i told them i won frtst place at my wieghtlifting meet and then they were like uhh nvm she doesn't want to fight.... w/e lol anyways It was cool seeing him because it had been forever but nayway i don't like anyone right now everyone i used to like or thought i liked is so history there is only one person i like and we just started talkin like last week and hes awasome and he makes me so happy and i'm glad i meet him!!!:) But anyways I love christmas i think it was the greatest thing invinted... i used ot hate it just because everyone got so happy and i was always depressed but i duno this year is differant even thought my Granny irene is near the end and this christmas will prolly be ruined beause i don't think shes gonna make it to see christmas it will still be better than all the rest of them . I will miss her so much but i don't want to talk about tthat anymore .... today is the debary parade and it is gonna be sooo cold i dont' wanna go but i have to walk in it...:-/ oh well jesus i'm so tired i think i'm gona go back to bed..... good bye
<3 brittany
Dec. 12th, 2004 @ 09:52 am
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What the fuck .... I hate this gay ass livejournal.. but i love writing in it?? What i don't understand is all this damn question mark thing insted of"!" or"." w/e nayways i feel like sayin something pointless so umm my toe nail came off today? hahaha j/k but uhhhh anyway i miss clancy :( i hope he gets a job... OKay w/e i like this kid but hes not white and two girls that i hate anwyay are so judmental amd were like OH MY GODD i hate girls like that anyway i don't care i like him and if anyone has a problem with that i'd be more that happy to hear about it so i can tell you how i don't GIVE A FUCK!!
LOVE ALWAYS BRITTANY!
Dec. 11th, 2004 @ 04:13 pm
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I'm so over guys.......... i hate it!
My "what i thought was a good friend" is now goin out with the guy i was talkin too. wtfe i dont' even care anymore she....... grrrrrr :(
Dec. 6th, 2004 @ 04:46 pm
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Oh yeah by the way Number 114 is deffinatly BOLD without the I wouldn't know!!!!
( love really does suck) I just wish i wouldn't know
Dec. 5th, 2004 @ 09:41 am
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INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2: Bold the ones that are true
3. Whatever you don't bold, is false.
4. Add one about yourself at the end.
01. I miss someone right now
02. I don't watch much TV these days
03. I love olives
04. I love sleeping
05. I own lots of books
06. I wear glasses or contact lenses
07. I love to play video games
08. I've tried marijuana
09. I've watched porn movies (haha)
10. I have been in a threesome
11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship
12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy
13. I have acne free skin (a few occasional zits):)
14. I like and respect Al Sharpton
15. I curse frequently
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year (big time)
17. I have a hobby
18. I've been told I: can suck the chromes off a trailer hitch.
19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me
20. I'm smart (sometimes)
21. I've never broken someone's bones
22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal
23. I hate the rain
24. I'm paranoid at times
25. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scars.
26. I need money right now!
27. I love Sushi
28. I talk really, really fast sometimes
29. I have fresh breath in the morning
30. I have semi-long hair
31. I have lost money in Las Vegas???
32. I have at least one brother and/or one sister
33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
34. I shave my legs (females) or face (males) on a regular basis
35. I have a twin
36. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past (nails)
37. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
38. </b>I like the way that I look sometimes
39. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months
40. I know how to do cornrows
41. I am usually pessimistic
42. I have a lot of mood swings
43. I think prostitution should be legalized
44. I think Britney Spears is hot
45. I have cheated on a significant other in the past, worst mistake I've ever made
46. I have a hidden talent
47. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
48. I think that I'm popular
49. I am currently single
50. I have kissed someone of the same sex
51. I enjoy talking on the phone
52. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants
53. I love to shop.
54. I would rather shop than eat
55. I would classify myself as ghetto.
56. I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders (lmao)
57. I'm obsessed with my Livejournal
58. I don't hate anyone.
59. I'm a pretty good dancer
60. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington
61. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother
62. I have a cell phone
63. I believe in God/ a higher being.
64. I watch MTV/Vh1 on a daily basis
65. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months ( last night) haha
66. I love drama
67. I have never been in a real romantic relationship before
68. I've rejected someone before
69. I currently have a crush on someone
70. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life
71. I want to have children in the future
72. I have changed a diaper before
73. I've called the cops on a friend before
74. I bite my nails
75. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club( lmfao)
76. I'm not allergic to anything
77. I have a lot to learn
78. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger
79. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie
80. I am sometimes shy around the opposite sex
81. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message
82. I have at least 5 away messages saved
83. I have tried alcohol or drugs before
84. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past
85. I own the "South Park" movie
86. I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal
87. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum
88. I enjoy some country music
90. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza
91. I watch soap operas whenever I can
92. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist
93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career
94. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all
95. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story"
96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy
97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it
98. I have dated a close friend's ex
99. I'm happy as of this moment
100. I was born in the 80s but I am truly a child of the 90s
101. I have slapped john dasaro and chris burke in the face..on the same night ( i wish)
102. I haven't showered in two days. . . and I like it.
103. i own every f***er here
104. I procrastinate all the time
105. I'm a nerd
106. I LOVE the movie The Wedding Singer.
107. i hate corn.
108. i've attended the rocky horror picture show
109. i've never seen Bambi the movie
110. Thinking about the future terrifies me
111: Without music there would be no point in living.
112. If I could change one thing about myself I would
113. I believe in love
114. Love sucks ass.. i wouldn't know
115. If I could go back in time and change things I would. ( every night i get drunk)
116. and mine dun dun dun ..... I"V HAD THE MORE DRAMA THEN ANYONE IN MY LIFE IN ONE SCHOOL YEAR!!
Dec. 5th, 2004 @ 06:24 am
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